a new, different year.

there's so many things i want to share with them, let them know that whatever happens ill always be right here for them. but i have to do something a lot would not understand, and i think i am prepared to be misunderstood. there's still a lot of fight, a lot of things i have to go through.

last christmas

this will be my last, sad christmas. and im gonna bury it as deep as i can.

how she lived life

brittany murphy is a great actress, but unfortunately she died at the peak of her life and career..
that made me wonder at the age of 32 she lived an awesome life,
it really doesn't matter if you died young.
what matters is how you lived your life to the fullest.
give your best shot in everything you do.
go out there.
live a remarkable and fulfilling life!

someday

someday, everything i hoped for, everything i dreamed for, everything i longed for will be right here in my arms.